Hurtting

I don't think anyone understands how I am feeling I am so in love but you ignore me all day every day you talk to me like I'm fucking crazy you treat me like I owe you something when in reality you owe me so much more than you will ever think I have started by your side when I could have left I stayed by when you told your ex we were never going to get married I stayed by you when you refuse to work and support me I am trying to get you to grow up but I have finally realized you won't change you don't love me enough I bet you don't even read this blog that means so much to me. I hope you realize what you are about to lose.

300 VIEWS!!!!!!!!!!!

OMG I am so happy thank you everyone for being so supportive of this page I am so happy that we have hit this mile stone now once we hit 500 views I will post a video of me doing some sort of challenge let me know what you guys want me to do in the comments below :) Thank you guys again.

Just a Update

Well you guys know that James and I broke up well things are getting harder like I offered to pay his phone bill and he freaked out because verizon has some stupid message tracker when u sign up for a online account. Did I know this? No I didn't did he freak out yes. That makes me feel like he is hiding something I don't know what to do I love him but he isn't taking anything seriously he needs to get a job maybe when he runs out of food he will start to realize that he needs to grow up. I really want to be back home with him but ever sense I left he has just fallen back into his same bad habits that made me want to leave a while ago. He thinks that some how everything is going to be fine and everything will work out but little does he know that him doing the things he is doing are just pushing me away. Anyway I hope everyone else is having a good day.