Boring

Life is pretty fucking boring recently nothing to note worthy I wish I was working I am getting so sick of being home all day. I am pretty sure it makes David and I fight more, but at the same time I dont think it would make a difference because when I was working I would still come home to a fight everynight...IDK it could help. I think it would help my sanity and that is totally a plus. Monday I go in to hopefully get on new meds *fingers crossed* to fix my crazy. Currently working on job applications and working on my resume while he is sleeping. Moms dog is barking up a storm upstairs and its pissing me off but she won't shut up.

mhmmmm life......

Well alot has been going on in my life recently idk what to say about it other than it has been a rocky path for the past like 2yrs life has had its twists and turns and so far i have battled them to the best of my abilities. I think the worst part of all of this would totally be going at it alone...till now the dude that I found is one in a million. He puts up with all my shit its insane he does things for me that no one else ever has, we got on each others nerves alot though....but its not so bad when its good its great. I wish that he could understand the way I care for him. I guess only time will show him that.

Short Update

Well I took out my nose ring, got my tongue pierced and started dating this guy named David he is a sweet heart IDK what else to say lol.

Again I Haven't Posted in Forever

Sorry I suck so bad at this life is so crazy alright another awesome update from yours truly.

 Kurt Passed Away on Valentines Day 

 He served two tours in Iraq and he and my mom had just gotten engaged when he died on Valentines Day

Always dying my hair lol and also I am going to be getting my tongue pierced

Been so long I am a Terrible Blogger

Hey everyone so I know that it has been so super long sense I have blogged but that is because their has been a lot of crazy stuff going on in my life, yeah I know that I shouldn't use that as an excuse and I should make time to sit down and talk to everyone but...that hasn't happened lol. So I guess I'll posts a bunch of pics with stuff that has happened while I have been away.

I finally found out where two thousand flushes was.

 My mom had her hysterectomy.

 Halloween happened.

 Bonfire season came back.

 Dirt Road Therapy as usual.

 All my bitches where boots.

 Colored and cut moms hair.

 Started dating this guy....broke up with this guy.

 Got a new crew.

 My main people.

 Another pic at the hospital

 Thanksgiving

 The guy I started dating gave me his blanket...I gave it back

 Mud Therapy

 Date nights are now bowling. 

I dyed my hair. 

Erin died the whole family got tattoos for him. 

life in a whirlwind

My life has been so crazy and nuts and full of a lot of different things that have stole my attention I am having a super hard time being alone, I can't sleep ever, I can't stop thinking. I was hoping if I stayed away from my family and everyone who knew him would help me clear my head but it hasn't, everything reminds me of him, even when he is halfway across the country I still am scared I'll see him on the street, or in the store.

Bestfriend

So James and I decided to try and be friends it has been going pretty well he is my best friend. He wants me to house sit and dog sit while he is in Detroit I told him I would be I think it will make me sad being their all alone :/ oh well I told him I would clean while I was their too.